A New Feeling for Me...
I won't pretend that I'm perfect... actually, I may be as far from it as possible.
I say the wrong things, don't apologize when I should, don't call when I say I will... I could go on and on.
But one thing I promise... is that I always care. You don't forget those things in life that really matter.
I'm feeling a bit down... something very big happened to someone who has been around longer (but recently dissapeared) than any boyfriend, ex-husband... hell, the only people who've been around longer are family... and I didn't even hear about it.
Its not about me... and feelings of insecurity... at least I don't think it is.
I'm just sad that I couldn't be there for that person... you know?
